Wednesday, January 25, 2006 @11:38 PM
Consider it my 'lucky break'. Darn it LOL. I'm the 'guest star' for my class party. I'M SUPPOSED TO SING!Well... Let's start from scratch:
Date: Tuesday, January 24 2006.
Event: Pastoral Care lesson
Venue: In the i-Studio
So, we were all talking about stuff like how's it like being the eldest, youngest, in the middle or the only child...
And then we get to the part where we are asked to say something beginning with: Someday, I hope...
So, so people gave standard Miss Universe answers like:
'Someday, I hope there will be world peace...'(fat hope...[George Washington Beat Up Saddam Hussein] (GEORGE WASHIGTON BUSH)...as they say, like father like son...)
and of course...
there were answers like: 'Someday, I hope to be a doctor/lawyer.
BUT!When it was my turn, I said: 'Someday, I hope to be a singer...'
Stupid...So, straight to the aftermath:
There's this class party on this Friday, and there's supposed to be:
FOOD and ENTERTAINMENT.
FOOD: we have potluck+pizza from Canadian Pizza
and for ENTERTAINMENT: we have me. Singer, guest star, V.I.P., blah blah...yes.ME.and I'm supposed to SING...LOL.Pigs can fly.Metal grilles will shatter and the wooden teacher's table will warp and crack.I dunno what to sing man...I mean 2 songs to sing?!
Possible covers: Perfect (Simple Plan)*
There With You (Sylvester Sim)*
Boulevard of Broken Dreams (Green Day)
One Last (Taufik Batisah)
Ye Qu (Jay Chou)
Fa Ru Xue (Jay Chou)
Hei Se Mao Yi (Jay Chou)
Feng (Jay Chou)*
Piao Yi (Jay Chou)
Yi Lu Xiang Bei (Jay Chou)*
*most probable songs that i will use to shatter metal and make pigs fly.There With YouAll this time while you're with me
I've been in the dark
Couldn't think for the life of me
You would do me wrong
We had it all but you chose not to know
You always knew my heart was home
Now we know I am not who you want
I should let you go
ChorusI've loved you with your disguise
You've proven that love is blind
There are no answers I find
To stop the tears from my eyes
Now everything looks black and white
You've taken away clear blue skies
Though it's time to go
I know my heart has always been and will be there with you
All this time while I'm true to you
You turned and looked away
There just wasn't any sign that says
You're just passing through
I close my eyes to forget our times
I can't restrain you from your lies
The fear of ever losing you
Has finally come true
*Chorus
(by Sylvester Sim)
♥ there's not a star
in heaven that we cant reach
Tuesday, January 24, 2006 @9:57 PM
MAPLE NO MORE!!!I QUIT!hahas...well...today..it feels like i've just let down a huge burden...i can finally breathe easy..dunno why...hahas...
This just feels great...
no more pressure on my chest
breathing's now so much more free
much more easy...somehow.
I feel free like the birds that fly in the sky
I feel like an animal just set free
I feel an undescribable feeling of joy
One that i can't put on pen and paper
I want to run away from my past my pain
I want to fly like the birds in the sky
Away away from my past my pain
Till I come to rest and remember my past my pain...
No more.
♥ there's not a star
in heaven that we cant reach
Monday, January 23, 2006 @11:43 AM
Is this how insanity feels like?
The pressure on my chest,
The hunch in my shoulders,
And the dragging of my feet.
I feel lost without my guide
Without my loved one by my side
I hang on the edge of insanity
The only thing keeping me sane my will.
I do not know when I will lose myself
But when I do, it will not be a pretty sight
I will rend the ground asunder in my insanity
Till your cool touch on my brow calms me.
♥ there's not a star
in heaven that we cant reach
Sunday, January 22, 2006 @8:55 PM
This feeling of darkness fills my heart
I can't help but feel fear rising within
I choke back tears and run as fast as I can
Before it engulfs me
I run as far as I can
Till I can run no more
Till I fall on my knees and fufill my last wish
To look at the stars before I die
Slowly, my soul leaves my body
And I draw my last breath
But as I think of you
Suddenly, my mind is cleared.
Now I realize one thing
And only one thing
And that is to live every moment of my life
For You.
hmmm...am i getting more dark in my poems?maybe.i dunno.i feel..melancholy somehow.
♥ there's not a star
in heaven that we cant reach